Do y’all think that Dark can also hear the constant ringing that always follows him? Do y’all think that he’s alway having to fix or resituate his limbs and neck because he’s in a still broken body? Do y’all think that he’s constantly in pain because of his split personalities, because he’s still broken inside and outside? Do y’all think that he always tries to ignore thoughts of what happened but when he remembers he becomes so emotional? Do y’all think he still has nightmares about what happened? Do y’all think he has phantom pains in the place the Colonel shot us? Do y’all think he thinks of nothing except for vengeance, of getting back at Mark? Do y’all think he ever misses how the days were before, wants to return to how he was before? Do y’all think he manipulates because he has to by hates himself for doing it? Do y’all think he ever glances into a mirror and is just so disgusted by what he’s become? Do y’all think that every time he looks at Wilford he’s just reminded of how badly he’d failed a friend?
Because I do
Do y’all also think about Dark bidding his time, trying his best to make a plan for revenge? Do y’all think about Dark pacing across the floor of his room because he can no longer sleep because he’s not a human anymore? Do y’all think that he will sometimes hold his old cane but then throw it across the room because he’s no longer Damien? Do y’all think every time he sees Mark he’s just filled with pain and anger because of what that man did to him? Do y’all think that sometimes he will play the piano in the late hours of the night and the music is so beautifully sad? Do y’all think when he sees us again in ADWM he is truly excited, truly overjoyed to see us again yet also terrified because he hurt us? Do y’all think he just wants to hug Wilford so badly and slap him back in to reality but he knows that that would never work, that it would only make things worse? Do y’all think that every time he hears his voice he flinches because oh god he sounds so terrible, so terrifying?
Because I do